The pain is so deep that I can barely cry. I start to feel the tears build up but then I become numb and I can’t cry. I think I’m scared to cry. It’s gonna be a doozy when it finally surfaces.
I cried as soon as I read thus. With overwhelming feelings of everything as I just finished writing "In this blissful moment.
Crying is ok! Picking yourself up and growing stronger comes next - but do it!
Most exquisite form of self destruction
The closer I get to 30 the more I realize that it's ok to cry. You've been hurt, cry about it, it's ok. otherwise you will drown.